Trust and love is the hardest thing to give after being hurt as much as I have. Well I thought this only a few moments ago.
Been broken up with my ex for about 9 months now, and he just told me he had cheated on me during the time we were together… I felt hurt enough after being abandoned and left in the distance, let alone completely betrayed and forgotten by someone I thought loved me.
I’m furious and cynical, nasty and sarcastic enough because I’m frightened, of being betrayed and crushed, disappointed and broken. I didn’t need this. it hurts so much.
I don’t even care for him one bit anymore but it still burns, I feel like I need to cry. Going to be one of those night :(